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Can i ever ask myself to

stop thinking,

and  listen to myself

to that very deep instinct,

which i often bury

in the soft mud of reason

 

Can i ever ask myself to

have a very quiet mind,

Silenced by this slow over flow

to delve deep within,

And search for

that infinite feel

Of nothingness…

Of completeness…

 

Can i  then ever let go

My conscious state

My  crumbling reality

My holding past,

 

to  quietly admire and more

The sublime surreal ethereal being

I stare numb

Across my screen

 

Is this just a reprieve ?

is this Divine ?

Or is this just pure white feelings ?

Unexpressed and unheld

from the freedom of our pasts

Into  the vast infinity of time…

 

Sayan